A Push

I feel like I need a push to lose more weight. I have reached a plateau and have been gaining weight. It's hard having a super skinny husband who doesn't have to work at his weight or keeping fit. So thus I think that I"m the same way. But yes everyone knows that I am not that way.

I was thinking about keeping a live journal of my weight process. But then I would be horrified if I didn't keep it up and people knew my size and weight. But then again I may need the push and embarrassment to make me follow threw.

Tomorrow the only thing on my to do list is go the YMCA and get a new gym pass. Last year I went to the gym and was jogging every day. But when school started and work was crazy, I just didn't have time. However no I have more then enough time. Shit, I could go on one of those fat shows since I have so much time.

I am still working a few times a week and really like my job. However there is no physical activity at all. This is the easiest job that I have had in a really long time.

So this is my promise to myself and who ever wants to partake in it.... I WILL lose 25 pounds by Christmas.
I will post how much I have lost each week. However, how much I weigh will always be a secret until the end of my process.

I have bought new work out wear and have great shoes. So there is no reason why I can't do this.

Wish me luck